Even Now...

Even now

When there's someone else who cares

When there's someone home whos waiting just for me

Even now I think about you as I'm climbing up the stairs

And I wonder what to do so he wont see

That even now

When I know it wasn't right

And I found a better life than what we had

Even now I wakeup crying in the middle of the night

And I can't believe it still could hurt so bad

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Even now when I have come so far

I wonder where you are

I wonder why it's still so hard without you

Even now when I come shining through

I swear I think of you

And how I wish you knew

Even now

Even now

When I never hear your name

And the world has changed so much since you been gone

Even now I still remember and the feelings still the same

And the pain inside of me goes on and on

Even now

Even now when I have come so far

I wonder where you are

I wonder why it's still so hard without you

Even now when I come shining through

I swear I think of you

And God I wish you knew

Some how

Even now

Even now

Even now

Even now

I Hate You!

I hate.. the way you make me smile. 

I hate.. the way you make me laugh. 

I hate.. the way you can make me 

do anything that you want me to and I never say "No".

I hate the way you make me cry. 

I hate.. the way you make me feel when your around.

I hate.. that you lead me on and then make me look desperate. 

I hate.. that you are the only thing that I think about. 

I hate.. that you say I am just a friend. 

I hate.. that you touch me and then ignore me. 

I hate.. that you tickle my feet and actually 

make me weak in the knees. 

I hate.. the way you let me sleep 

in your bed but then wont even kiss me. 

I hate.. that you are nothing like someone 

I would ever be attracted to.

I hate.. that you do not love me. 

I actually don't hate.. any of these 

things except for the fact that I actually love you !!